Sounding Board
I need to vent! I would like to be heard, but will you listen? You did not yesterday. My goodness, a health care provider refusing to help me because if what it looks like for you and your precious record. Yet do you consider what it feels like for me, around the clock in a 24 hour period, to only begin again the next hour. Yes, you considered it and then proceeded to tell me that you did not believe the diagnosis and thought it be be psychosomatic. You actually said that! Well, thanks again. I had another horrific evening and night, and I'm up this A.M. still jerking, which you think in your own understand, which is little to none in this matter that talking with someone my seizures would just go away. Are You Crazy? I know, I'm not. You say I am! Ther nerve of you. I can't believe I sat in your office with you telling me this stuff. I sure hope you feel real protected in not helping a patient that needed your help, but you refused. Really I wish you had to spend your nights and days just like I do, in REAL pain and no one to help. You deserve it. Someday it will come around. Got to find a new doctor. And as you left the room, you said, "I'm not trying to hurt you!" Well you did! I hope you didn't sleep feeling your quilt. And hope you can't sleep the next and the next. Am I angry? Yes, I can't continue like this, but you said No, I can't, I won't help you.
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